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Cuts So Easily
05:28
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Say to me / those last words that you say so playfully
Cuts so easily / like you wouldn’t believe
Repeatedly / I’ve been the first in this line of misery
Though it always seems / like you never could see
And it always sounds like you never knew
If I tell you now and I let you know, would you still be you?
But I wish I could weather this storm / cuz I just can’t go on
if you’re so withdrawn / and you’re unaware / like you’re never there
it ain’t ever fair
Heart and sleeves / only match when the moonlight’s sweet to me
Glows so greedily / as it’s bleeding me
All the deal-making / plan-breaking phone calls you drop
that you sell to me constantly / on and on until you STOP
Cut so easily / like a guillotine
Cuz I’m falling down like a parachute
but your crystal ball doesn’t break my fall / if it’s deaf and mute
I just don’t know what hurts more to say
that you should go right now / or I need you now
cuz you’re in my head / and I’m seeing red / from the words you said
And I know right now that I never knew
What you wanted me to become for you
It’s the same old song / in a diff’rent key
That you never heard so you’ll never see
I was falling flat and I'm off the scene
You can take a note / as an off-hand quote / but you best believe / that it's what I mean
And it always sounds like you never knew
If I tell you now and I let you know, would you still be you?
But I wish I could weather this storm / cuz I just can’t go on
if you’re so withdrawn / and you’re unaware / like you’re never there
it ain’t ever fair
It cuts so easily
It brings me to me to my knees
And it makes me wanna, makes me wanna make believe
That you’re still here with me
Cuts so easily
It brings me down to my knees
Recorded at Small House Except Hammond (Rich Rice's House)
Mixed by Steve Serra
© 2014 Small House, LLC
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The Clouds
04:11
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When you wake up bright for the morning
Then your mind moves / without warning
Make your way outdoors to the sunlight
Feel the first rays / like a frostbite
All that noise beneath / any city street / was my downfall
but I resolve to stand tall
You can’t catch me sleeping
and you won’t find me weeping
cuz I got time to make up for my past mistakes / today / my day
The clouds just break away
When I look outside at the weather
rain or shining / I feel better
If I hang on tight to this feeling
Do the foxtrot / on the ceiling
All that noise beneath / any city street / was my downfall
and I resolve to stand tall
You can’t catch me sleeping
and you won’t find me weeping
cuz I got time to make up for my past mistakes / today / my day
The clouds just break away
Holding out for sweet degrees
Only brings you to your knees
When the sunshine beats your brow
Keeps the focus from the now
Dangerous like hurricanes
But they might be in my brain
Make a point to dial the sun
When I can’t reach anyone
(I don’t wanna get so tied up in a rainbow)
Weatherman, don’t bother me
With your cold philosophy
On a sunshine afternoon
Could be now or could be June
Natural to such a T
How the raindrops fall for me
And they turn to lemonade
As they rain on my parade
On my fav’rite holiday
All that noise beneath / any city street / was my downfall
and I resolve to stand tall
You can’t catch me sleeping
and you won’t find me weeping
cuz I got time to make up for my past / but sure no time to take up space
today / today / one day / someday
The clouds just break away
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3. |
Unsent Craigslist Post
03:06
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Hi, I’m the guy / from last night
I think I’m pretty sure I saw you at
Some no name laundromat
I’m having dreams of you
Fake-read a book / as I looked
to see you rocking out to something
or was it nothing?
I’m having dreams of you
Like to think you have it too,
ah ha ha ah ha ha
I’m only writing cuz I’m backed up
from all the girls that had me cracked up
I never do this kind of dumb stuff
I hope you don’t think that I’m fucked up
I’m having dreams of you
Like the way you have them too
I’d take you to a fancy rest’raunt
I’d buy you anything you could want
I won’t let any ghosts in your haunt
Unless of course that’s what you would want
Hi, I’m the guy / from last night
I think you’re pretty, sure I saw you at
A no name laundromat
I’m having dreams of you
I’m having dreams of you
I’m only writing cuz I’m backed up
from all the girls that had me cracked up
I swear I never do this kind of dumb stuff
I’m having dreams
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Got some noise inside my head/ Gettin' Harder to sleep/ Made me think about you instead/ How you want it to be/ You only believe in/ The things that you readin'/ "I'll make the choice for you" You said/ Now I'm treadin' too deep/ I'm telling you everything/ But it don't mean anything to you/ So what can I to do?/ Got a voice inside my head/ It won't let me sleep/ Stayed awake for hours on end/ Just grindin' my teeth/ Still can't believe it/ It's like you need this/ I say a thing you don't understand/ Now I burn with this heat/ I'm losing I'm fading/ There ain't no winning situation with you/ There ain't nothing I can do
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5. |
Stay Wait Leave Go
03:50
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You got me thinking of all of things that you say
I had this feeling that things weren’t going your way
You tried to crawl but instead you fell down the stairs
You wanna wait but you know that there’s nobody there.
The TV’s on as you desperately try to sleep
You wrote it down but it’s not the words you mean
You got success and your faith and your love and your fears
Still saying “No” yet you still take it up the rear.
You know I know that you’re seething
You want to stay but we’re leaving
And everything that you needed
Just never fit with your reasons.
Made up what you’re not and
Hate the things you got and
Shudder at the thought and
Sold out what you bought and
Muted, feeling deaf and
Breathless stealing breath and
Bluffing with the hand you’re dealing with
Finding out you lost you
Signed up to the cost you
Tripped up on the trap that you set instead
Take it all you said you
Played it out instead you
Called me back to say “Not much, not much…”
You know I know that you’re seething
You want to stay but we’re leaving
And everything that you needed
Just never fit with your reasons.
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